Strange thoughts knock at the door of my heart. I’m in a bad state
Whenever I’m alone at night, even the stars grow tired of twinkling.
And the moon, a little dull, stretches out.
In such times, suddenly, someone knocks at the door of my heart.
When I ask, they tell me,
I’m just a thought of yours that you’ve been suppressing for who knows how long.
Perhaps since you’ve been away from me.
When I ask, where did you come from?
The answer I get is,
I came through the path of your mind, into your heart.
This thought that came has sunk deep into your heart.
Just a while ago, there was light everywhere.
But I don’t know why, now darkness has spread everywhere.
I don’t know why, there’s a strange silence in my heart.
There’s neither movement nor activity.
My heart is secretly searching for someone.
I don’t know who. Whose path am I waiting for?
There is nothing but silence and loneliness all around.
I am a robbed lover, and she is a shining beauty.
We have no match, sweat has appeared on my forehead.
I don’t know what will be the outcome of this anonymous love of mine.
You have given me many arguments,
But I don’t believe them.
What do I care? What will people say?
How long will we endure this pain of separation?
If I break down and shatter, you take care of me.
Strange thoughts knock at the door of my heart, I am in a bad state.
This thought sometimes takes me to the streets of my childhood.
What days those were, there were neither thoughts nor worries.
We used to make paper boats and sail them in pursuit.
We used to lovingly embrace whatever we found.
The smell of soil was so soothing to the heart.
Mother’s Even scolding held love.
And it was as if the whole world was hidden in my father’s palm.
But as we grew older, those joys were snatched away from us.
Now only a caravan of memories remains.
Then, when I stepped onto the threshold of youth, there was a new excitement.
These eyes used to stay awake all night, feeling the first love.
My heart still hasn’t forgotten that first meeting.
He said we would never leave each other.
Then, I don’t know what happened, but all the colors of my dreams faded.
The journey of love stopped midway, and he remained adamant.
I don’t know why the destination of love now seems incomplete.
It feels as if his desire entangles my thoughts.
These days, answers are rare, only questions prevail.
In such situations, sometimes I run from myself, sometimes I search for myself.
Sometimes, forgetting myself, I accomplish great things. Amazing
Some strange thoughts knock at the door of my heart, my condition is bad.
Sometimes this thought is as sweet as the first drop of rain.
Otherwise, it falls asleep peacefully in the cool breeze of a moonlit night.
When a long-lost friend suddenly appears,
The joy of this heart knows no bounds.
Sometimes we look at ourselves, sometimes at our home.
How can we contain so much happiness?
It feels as if these walls of the closed room want to say something.
The ticking of the clock disturbs the solitude of the night.
Standing at the threshold of my heart, I listen to the sound of my thoughts.
I want a world where everyone’s dreams come true.
Where there are no shadows of sorrow, only love.
This life is a journey, and these thoughts are the shadows of our hearts.
These shadows sometimes make us laugh, sometimes make us cry.
From today on, I want to live freely. This is my only concern.
Strange thoughts knock at the door of my heart. I’m in a bad state.
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