What I have seen today by delving deep within myself
Having delved deep within myself today,
For some reason, I found nothing that felt truly my own.
You had said that your love would be found in my heart,
But there was nothing of the sort within me.
It is not so easy to journey into one’s own depths;
There is a fear that we might lose ourselves along the way.
As I walk on, my mind feels heavy once again.
Even your charm has begun to seem a bit lackluster to me now.
What is the point, even if we were to acquire all the wealth of this world?
Where would I keep it? I don’t even possess a safe.
No one should come near me; I am becoming hollow from within.
I have drifted far away from every relationship and bond.
No one truly lives for another, nor does anyone die for another.
It is all a lie; there is no truth in this world.
I never even harbored any hope regarding you.
So, what is it that you are so arrogant about now?
Alright then, I am leaving; do not follow me.
The idea that you are mine is merely an illusion of my eyes—
A truth I discovered only after looking deep within myself.